Friday, January 27, 2012

Hey everyone!
So I thought I would give a quick update on my life. So right now in RU we are working on our Secrets show, and from what I tell it is going really well. This week we finished two dances and were working on a third. I will be completely honest, some of the moves are pretty sick! Today we have a show in Swift Current, woot woot! Other than that it is school, school and more school -which in all honesty I don't mind, it is just tiring sometimes.
As for prayer, there has been such talk about missions and travelling and feeling that the Lord has called me to say in Canada this summer is kind of hard for me because I have a bad case of wanderlust. What I need prayer though is that next year I am supposed to go on my semester-long internship but if I do RU again well... that won't be able to happen which means I will have to push it off a year which means I might take an extra year to graduate. So prayer that I would be listening to the Lord in what to do next and that I would trust in him. Also be praying that I would be more radically living for Christ.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Fears.

During RU practice last week we talked about the refining that will take place during this semester for ourselves and the team. We also shared our fears with another person on the team and then prayed about it. Lately I feel like in some areas of my like living radically for Christ or not being attached to consumerism or materialism has been in a type of regression since Kaleo. I know I have progressed in others but as per usual, I don't see it. And then even worse, I become scared that I am not growing or won't grow. My fears? I fear that I won't be refined and if and when that time comes I will be too tired or weak to face the trails. I fear that I am not hearing the voice of God for his will in my own life, and what to do next. I fear that I am not trusting my Lord enough. I fear that I don't love him enough. I know these things I cannot do on my own, and much of it has to be the Lord working through me. So if you could please be praying for that, that would be great. Also praying that my faith would have depth that is deeply rooted in Christ and that my identity is found in him and I won't want to try to assimilate to the rest of the world. Pray that I will put my full trust in my Lord and Saviour.
In other news, RU is touring this semester and putting together a show based on our stories -mine included- so please be praying for the ministry that will come through this semester. Thanks!